Motherhood is the toughest job in the world yet a very rewarding journey!
Being a single mom is not what I've wanted,
This is not what I desire for a family.
Every so often we settle into something that only you
Who can sense the reason behind it?
My journey isn't perfect at all,
I have made bad choices in life,
But God showed me so much along the way.
Many have judged me.
Called names by some as crazy, and unstable woman.
Ridiculed, mocked even through the post-birth period of a woman!
Yet people who genuinely care for me have loved me.
Despite of my life's choices, I have done.
I am always grateful and blessed that I have them,
Who loves me unconditionally, just as my Saviour does!
I was on my unlighted journey,
God's grace is sufficient for me,
It always proved His promises on my trek.
I do not understand why I took the road that I ran into,
What I have gained were the grounds why I landed that road.
I wonder if I have not taken the road which I did,
Would I see myself as tough as I am right now?
Would I know the power of my Saviour?
Would I recognize myself before the throne of His Grace?
Would I be so compassionate as I am today?
Would I be so bold to praise what my Saviour has done in my life?
Truthfully, I do not know what the future holds.
But I know that my Heavenly Father is holding my future,
He keeps His word alive and faithfully.
I am just His ordinary daughter who has given the authority
To be an extra-ordinary mother to my child.
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